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I had some medical appointments yesterday and wound up so wrecked that when I was making that photo post, I actually had to take it in chunks. I literally took a nap between completing the post and actually hitting post. It's clearing up now, but holy heck.

I have fandomtrees gifts to read and other stuff to get caught up on and I will soon, but yesterday and today are just toast.

Also I have so many health problems that are highly unusual for my age that the doctor thought I had a substance abuse problem and was worried giving me a medication because it has a bad interaction with alcohol. Me not drinking for a month is not a big deal I swear to fuck. Got I hate doctors they never believe a thing I say and, ironically, enjoy lying to me. I give them money and they treat me like shit.

Turns out an 'untreatable' condition I've had since I was sixteen does have a standard course of treatment, but it involves antibiotics which doctors were trying to not prescribe for a long time. So, they were just deciding it didn't impact my life enough to be worth it and then were lying to me about it. <- I think my current migraine is mostly a stress reaction to realizing doctors have been just going 'nah, we don't think this person is worth having treatment'

Re: My Last Post

I usually have one drink a week. I like to pick up random beers and ciders from bottle shops or other sorts of stores on my photowalks. IDK, I feel like it's cool to be getting random things on my walks. Sometimes, I stick the labels in my journal.

( A few recent beers )

Losing that for a month is sad, but not really a big deal.