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* Yanno that Spokane trip I was determined not to cancel? Even though rail travel has been severally cut back and trains are being cancelled with no notice?
Well, if my dental appt this week goes well my 3rd appointment will be during the trip and if it goes back my 3rd appt will also be during the trip.
I should have cancelled a few days ago. I just ... I felt like shit. This is my 3rd... really, 3rd? Yes, 3rd time calling off just going as far as (*&*&%&(^ing Spokane. 2020, 2021 and now this.
Just... what is the point of hoping for anything, ever?
* The game I play is getting it's expac next month. That's good I guess.
* Once this tooth stuff is dealt with I may rent some ABnBs in other parts of Portland just to break up my starting points, explore some other areas. I'd first hoped to do that ... ages ago? IDK, this tooth stuff needs to be settled first.
* Portland Lights Festival is coming up again soon. Weirdly, that's depressing me because I keep being reminded of last year with the storm, the power outages and the stores being closed, and then the stores having no stock because they tossed it all due to power loss... Fuck I just need something to look forward to right now. Sorry for the morose post.
Well, if my dental appt this week goes well my 3rd appointment will be during the trip and if it goes back my 3rd appt will also be during the trip.
I should have cancelled a few days ago. I just ... I felt like shit. This is my 3rd... really, 3rd? Yes, 3rd time calling off just going as far as (*&*&%&(^ing Spokane. 2020, 2021 and now this.
Just... what is the point of hoping for anything, ever?
* The game I play is getting it's expac next month. That's good I guess.
* Once this tooth stuff is dealt with I may rent some ABnBs in other parts of Portland just to break up my starting points, explore some other areas. I'd first hoped to do that ... ages ago? IDK, this tooth stuff needs to be settled first.
* Portland Lights Festival is coming up again soon. Weirdly, that's depressing me because I keep being reminded of last year with the storm, the power outages and the stores being closed, and then the stores having no stock because they tossed it all due to power loss... Fuck I just need something to look forward to right now. Sorry for the morose post.
