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Mar. 10th, 2023 12:30 am* I walked a bit tonight, but didn't bring my camera. It was not the sort of rain that is good for shooting. But, I got out and stretched and stuff.
* I recently finished some very, very, painfully overdue tasks. Like, years overdue. It's good to have stuff done. Bit weird though. Still shit tons to do, but I am working through the layers of crap and getting things done.
I may do a navel gazey post at some point about closure. I really don't have closure on... most things from my past. When I recently did get some closure on something, it took me a stupid amount of time to even realize that's what happened and why I felt like a mountain of stress was lifted off me. I want more of that, but don't really know what to do about it?
* I am still struggling with an ocular migraine. It's definitely my right eye and it feels like the migraine is roughly in the direction... of my desk lap when I am at my computer. I don't know if that's the cause or if my eyes are being sensitive and that's what there is to be sensitive to. So, I moved stuff around to see if it helps.
It's still not terrible, but it's very much a situation where my blackout blindfold feels very good and I don't want to take it off once on.
* I recently finished some very, very, painfully overdue tasks. Like, years overdue. It's good to have stuff done. Bit weird though. Still shit tons to do, but I am working through the layers of crap and getting things done.
I may do a navel gazey post at some point about closure. I really don't have closure on... most things from my past. When I recently did get some closure on something, it took me a stupid amount of time to even realize that's what happened and why I felt like a mountain of stress was lifted off me. I want more of that, but don't really know what to do about it?
* I am still struggling with an ocular migraine. It's definitely my right eye and it feels like the migraine is roughly in the direction... of my desk lap when I am at my computer. I don't know if that's the cause or if my eyes are being sensitive and that's what there is to be sensitive to. So, I moved stuff around to see if it helps.
It's still not terrible, but it's very much a situation where my blackout blindfold feels very good and I don't want to take it off once on.